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Discography: ------------ Ultimate Alternative Wavers, 1993 There's Nothing Wrong with Love, 1994 Perfect from Now On, 1997 Keep It Like a Secret, 1999 Ancient Melodies of the Future, 2001 You in Reverse, 2006 There Is No Enemy, 2009 Track Listings: --------------- Ultimate Alternative Wavers The First Song Three Years Ago Today Revolution Shameful Dread Nowhere Nothin' Fuckup Get a Life Built to Spill Lie for a Lie Hazy Built Too Long Parts 1, 2 & 3 There's Nothing Wrong with Love In the Morning Reasons Big Dipper Car Fling Cleo The Source Twin Falls Some Distopian Dream Girl Israel's Song Stab Midnight Star Perfect from Now On Randy Described Eternity I Would Hurt a Fly Stop the Show Made-Up Dreams Velvet Waltz Out of Site Kicked It in the Sun Untrustable/Part 2 (About Someone Else) Keep It Like a Secret The Plan Center of the Universe Carry the Zero Sidewalk Bad Light Time Trap Else You Were Right Temporarily Blind Broken Chairs Ancient Melodies of the Future Strange The Host In Your Mind Alarmed Trimmed and Burning Happiness Don't Try You Are Fly Around My Pretty Little Miss The Weather You in Reverse Goin' Against Your Mind" Traces Liar Saturday Wherever You Go Conventional Wisdom Gone Mess With Time Just a Habit The Wait There Is No Enemy Aisle 13 Hindsight Nowhere Lullaby Good Ol' Boredom Life's a Dream Oh Yeah Pat Done Planting Seeds Things Fall Apart Tomorrow Lyrics: ------- (Album titles preceded by ##, Song titles by --) (lyrics from http://lyrics.wikia.com/ and others) ## Ultimate Alternative Wavers -- The First Song My thoughts are commodities My lies are me My price is a compromise My pay is peace And words just make it worse They're misunderstood, see just like there If you can't spell it out, if it's just understood Then you think it isn't there I make my mind up Convince my brain I lie on accident Trying to explain But all the things that I was told All the people that told me How can I not believe in things that Everyone else sees? -- Three Years Ago Today The other night I dreamt about a sudden realization That everything bad that can happen to me would Woke up screaming, God I hope I'm not bleeding Out my eyes or mouth when I die I have seen a sheepish wonder I see me three years ago today No one's gonna push my buttons No one's gonna have their say A little while later I was trying to remember But then it didn't seem quite as awful as it seemed Can't believe I won't admit that I have seen a sheepish wonder I see me three years ago today No one's gonna push my buttons No one's gonna have their way Feel about the same but I'm 10 years older Watched my cat die for a month now I have seen a sheepish wonder I saw you earlier today -- Revolution I'm killing time Want it all the time Want it to go away I'm stealin' time Want time all the time Or want it to go away Revolution Revolution Revolution Revolution How come people don't fuck it up? It's like turning on the heat I'm just in time Time to see it all Make it go away I change my mind Change it all the time Want it to go away Revolution Revolution Revolution Revolution -- Shameful Dread Before I get myself unwound Come around Docility is tempting bait Clearcut faith You settle with a different god Tiny thoughts No other way to come to terms No need to learn I'm hoping for a change of heart Hundredth start A president to call my own Barely shown I'll never let you in my head Shameful dread I'm hoping for a change of hope Until I spent some time with you Thought that everything I do has no weight Doesn't float, has no weight Doesn't float, has no weight Doesn't float Gonna see this through Lucky you -- Nowhere Nothin' Fuckup say a word for Jimmy Brown been nowhere he's done nothing probably not even a shirt on his back ain't got nothing at all say a word for Ginger Brown walks around with his head down they took the shoes from his feet threw the poor boy out in the street nowhere nothin' fuckup nowhere nothin' fuckup nowhere nothin' fuckup nowhere nothin' nowhere nothin' now say a word for Karen Brown she can't tell the night from the day they threw her out in the street just like a cat she landed on her feet say a word for Charlie Brown ain't got nothin' at all everyday she falls in love and every night she falls and when she does it's with a nowhere nothin' fuckup nowhere nothin' fuckup nowhere nothin' fuckup nowhere nothin' nowhere nothin' now nowhere nothin' fuckup nowhere nothin' fuckup nowhere nothin' fuckup nowhere nothin' nowhere nothin' now in America every puddle gasoline rainbow in America every puddle gasoline rainbow in America every puddle gasoline rainbow -- Get a Life you can't tell me that you don't know who you are it's there from the start it comes with the package any attempt that you make to escape this useless and unnecessary make up your mind make it up as you go make it the truth make it what you already know she said that's not what she said unthink the things in your head it's justa white that you red Chris went right over their heads you can't be anything you can't be nothing you can't be anything you can't be nothing you can't be anything you can't be nothing you can't be anything you can't be nothing you can't be anything you can't be nothing you can't be anything if you can't be nothing -- Built to Spill built to spill you are pleased precariously temporarily filled you will spill until lower expectations momentarily chilled you will built to spill because at the time it seemed like an acceptable deal you feel you feel you feel like you are on the verge of something real on a role and built to spill this is how you'll always feel it's no big deal I'm ashamed of you my friend would you please would you please I'm to blame for this my friend would you please would you please built to spill carry out your function then occasionally filled you will you will you will come alive to something real then realize you're built to spill this is how you'll always feel it's no big deal -- Lie for a Lie I can see a storm awaiting Quietly anticipating Don't deny, it no debating A lie for a lie A truth for a truth Cruel, but everybody does it I thought by now I'd rise above it You complain but don't discuss it A lie for a lie A truth for a truth I know the thoughts are on your brain And even if they're not the same Close enough so don't explain A lie for a lie A truth for a truth Once in a while there's this girl I don't know in my dreams She reminds me of alot of people She's someone that I've never seen And she's perfect 'Kay begin... ...some inaudible screaming -- Hazy hazy just because sometimes you make me crazy just because sometimes you let me know I don't maybe today will show me the something that will phase me something that will move me besides dreams it seems seems like lately everything I see and hear makes me angry even what I say and do myself what else can I say I'm still waiting for this moment to be gone million mile second a million thoughts in one high and wondering why so loud and bright I ain't got no idea what the hell is going on -- Built Too Long Parts 1, 2 & 3 [intrumental] ## There's Nothing Wrong with Love -- In the Morning In the morning Feeling half-right If it was more than just one day I'd feel alright Today is flat beneath the weight Of next day, next day, next day, next day Next day, next day, next day, next day In the morning Feeling half-right Ignore my condition Just an isolated incident In the morning Feeling half-right Appearing normal Another isolated incident When my mind's uncertain my body decides What it will do to get through the hell of the night As I trip on the ocean that leads through your eyes Well my eyes can't wait till they finally see through you When I get this feeling like I'm gonna start I just have to stop -- Reasons Come through me You arrive and I'm on fire Subdue me To explode that you inspired So groovily Second episode of all smiles Let's make a movie In the name of all great liars Improvising, Kaufman style They are all reasons to me They are all reasons to be They are all reasons to see They are all reasons to me How the hell do you do this? Change the colors, shapes, and size I'm clueless Not one thing I recognize, so foolish Every now's a big surprise Help me to get through this Stay with me until I die There's nothing else i wanna try They are all reasons to me They are all reasons to be They are all reasons to see They are all reasons to me They are all reasons to me They are all reasons to be They are all reasons to see They are all reasons to me -- Big Dipper Once... When I was little someone pointed out to me Some constellations but the big dipper's all I could see That brontasaurus must have stood a thousand miles high That brontasaurus laying on its side up in the sky Bottoms up and this time, won't you let me be? Bottled up but this time, won't you rescue me? You should have been here last night And heard what the big dipper said to me Jack thought it twice and thought that that had made it true Some brains just work that way, that's what chemicals can do He thought he'd have a beer, he thought he was alone He thought an Albertson's stir fry dinner would make his apartment a home Bottoms up and this time, won't you let me be? Bottled up but this time, won't you rescue me? You should have been here last night And heard what the big dipper said to me I thought I bored me but I learned to think like you Now nothing bores me that's that nothing is thought through Bottoms up and this time, won't you let me be? Bottled up but this time, won't you rescue me? Thought it out and this time it's all I can see You should have been here last night And heard what the big dipper said -- Car You get the car, I'll get the night off You'll get the chance to take the world apart And figure out how it works Don't let me know what you find out I need a car, you need a guide, who needs a map? If I don't die or worse, I'm gonna need a nap At best I'll be asleep when you get back I wanna see it when you find out what comets, stars, and moons are all about I wanna see their faces turn to backs of heads and slowly get smaller I wanna see it now I wanna see it now I want specifics on the general idea I wanna think what I should know Want you to do me what to show I wanna see movies of my dreams I wanna see movies of my dreams I wanna see movies of my dreams I wanna see movies of my dreams I wanna see it when you get stoned on a cloudy breezy desert afternoon I wanna see it untame itself and break its owner I wanna see it now I wanna see it now -- Fling Since my fling with you, time went from Popping off three times a day to popping off three times a week And it takes me a long time To come to the memory of us One week later there's melody Doing what I always waited for And I didn't stop her But I didn't lead her on -- Cleo Wiggly days, wiggly nights When it's dark bring in light so you can see What a sound, straight through my spine bounced off of me Makes me round, 3-D sound, push it down, move it around See, I'm fine Ain't it strange that I can dream? You can say it's night or day Snow or rain it's all the same When there's nothing I have ever seen In here, in here Ain't it strange that I can dream? You can say it's night or day Snow or rain it's all the same Ain't it strange that I have brain activity? In here, in here Who brought those cameras in? Who gave who the right? Lennart Nilsson, shut off those lights Inside a sea turned from frog to freak to tiny red and meek Ain't it strange that I can dream? You can say it's night or day Snow or rain it's all the same Strange that I'm a human being Ain't it strange that I can dream? You can say it's night or day Snow or rain it's all the same Living in the womb Running out of room Have to come out soon Have to meet the sun and moon and -- The Source Morning comes and I'm up on time again Upon getting up I'm down on what I got up for Boring, dumb, and fine It's been a long time, my friend And you haven't changed, neither have I So why you wanna bring that up? I feel it started at the source What is it that makes you cry and why? What is it that makes you cry and why? When you see a documentary and know the outcome and that it's fucked You still hope Hitler will blow up And that Kennedy will duck I feel it starting at the source What is it that makes you cry and why? What is it that makes you cry and why? What is it that makes you cry and why? What is it that makes you cry and why? -- Twin Falls Christmas, Twin Falls, Idaho Is her oldest memory She was only two It's the first time she felt blue Cafeteria, Harrison Elementary Beneath a parachute I saw her without shoes 7 up, I touched her thumb And she knew it was me Although she couldn't see Unless of course she peeked My mom's good, she got me out of Twin Falls, Idaho Before I got too old You know how that goes That's where she still was the summer She turned 17 In 1983 Three weeks after me Last I heard was she had twins Or maybe it was three Although I've never seen But that don't bother me -- Some Some people think he's good looking Other people think he's not Some people don't even know his name Other people know it by heart Some people think he likes to go out dancing Other people not One guy I know thinks he's hard to get along with But a lot of people think he's fine Yeah, yeah, a lot of people think he's fine And he don't even know Just sees how each day goes Some people say she's funny Other people say she's dumb Some people say she's stuck-up Others say she's shy Some people like her for her charm Some people take her for granted Some people wanna steal her heart Yeah, some people wanna steal her heart And she don't even know How could that be so? -- Distopian Dream Girl Can you make it real? Make it more than real, more than just feel We are on a ride We're on it all the time to the front of your mind My stepfather looks Just like David Bowie but he hates David Bowie I think Bowie's cool I think Lodger rules, my stepdad's a fool Without me there's nothing I'm the only thing that dies If it came down to your life or mine I would do the stupid thing And let you keep on living And let you keep on living And let you keep on living And let you keep on living "I'm alright," said the man to his wife Waking up to a head full of bed, full of what she said She hadn't thought of it for a while And when she did, she thought of it differently than she thought she should be thinking Just the thought of it's enough To penetrate my comfort zone Without me there's nothing I'm the only thing that dies If it came down to your life or mine I would do the stupid thing And let you keep on living And let you keep on living And let you keep on living And let you keep on living -- Israel's Song A boy becomes normal today Finally breaks away Into freshness and understanding He pushed the world he knew Will the world break him back? Will someone snap him in half? And build back the glass Or is it just the boy now? -- Stab Make it a time, make it anytime Make sure that it's not the only kind that others find I've got a mind, I've got half a mind To shut down the whole system at the spine with fishing line I'm really glad there's a grasp to grab It's only a stab in a wet paper bag, is that so bad? I wrote a song, it was slow and long I wrote the words and the music wrong but life goes on And on and on and on and on and on and on -- Midnight Star [instrumental] ## Perfect from Now On -- Randy Described Eternity Every thousand years This metal sphere Ten times the size of Jupiter Flies just a few yards past the Earth You climb on your roof And take a swipe at it With a single feather And you do it once every thousand years Until you've worn it down To the size of a pea Yeah, I'd say that's a long time But it's only half a blink in the place we're going to be Where you going to be? Where will you spend eternity? I'm going to be perfect from now on I'm going to be perfect starting now Stop making that sound, stop making that sound I will say I forgot it But it was only yesterday And that's all you had to say -- I Would Hurt a Fly I can't get that sound you make out of my head I can't even figure out what's making it No one else around even seems to be noticing It's only small enough for me I can't get that sound you make out of my head I can't even figure out what's making it It feels like fingernails across the moon Or do you rub your wings together? There's a mean bone in my body It's connected to the problems that I won't take for an answer And I won't take that from you Because I'd hurt a fly Let you go to sleep Feeling bad as me Let you go to sleep Feeling bad There's a mean bone in my body It's connected to the problems that I won't take for an answer And I won't take that from you Because I'd hurt a fly -- Stop the Show You don't tell me anything It's not a dream, it's not a big lie You're not going anywhere You don't care, you think thats fine You don't owe me anything The offering is already mine Your best friend is everywhere They don't care, they think you're slime You don't even know What it means to Take your own advice and then Expect me to look surprised After a while you know the style and that's enough to know they suck And when you know to stop the show because you know they know I know it's sad but don't feel bad, they knew they had it coming After a while it hurts to smile and if you laugh, it's just a typical miracle -- Made-Up Dreams These thoughts are old Let's keep it cold Dry lines on me Dry history Dryology That stupid sound That awful feel Don't bring them down And it never will No, it never will No, it never will No, it never will Hard to believe That after all this time That after all this I'm Still me No one wants to hear What you dreamt about Unless you dreamt about them Don't let that stop you Tell them anyway And you can make it up As you go I'm already gone now You were outside, just waiting I'm already nothing You just noticed me fading It takes a lot to make me crazy And a lot is always going on -- Velvet Waltz If there's a word for you It doesn't mean anything I've got some words for you They don't offer anything You cold called everybody But you haven't sold a thing A bad idea gone funny A pinch felt in a dream You thought of everything But some things can't be thought You thought of everything But one thing you forgot is you're wrong And you better not be angry And you better not be sad You better just enjoy the luxury of sympathy If that's a luxury you have And you know no private bad You know that that's the meaning of you're done In a world that's not so bad In a world time was killing in the sun In a world that's not so bad In a world time was killing in the sun In the sun In the sun You took all that moment and kicked it in the sun now it's gone because you left it in the sun Was a brave idea, didn't mean no harm Now it's burnt because you left it in the sun Was a grave mistake But how could you have known The temperature, the distance of the sun -- Out of Site Raised unright So uptight But why blame you? You wouldn't be if you could choose Most of the time it's out of site It hit me today Who gave who the right? Who took mine away? What a sight, what a sound What a way to bring people down What a way to bring me down I know that you'll get yours when you get empty It's so close I'm sure that you would rather do that than be In your clothes You must have waited a long time Bet you were disappointed I waited longer than that Just goes to prove Proving's illogical But sometimes necessary Proving's illogical But it's a cinch Fa-la-la Fa-la-la But why blame you? You wouldn't be if you could choose Most of the time it's out of site It hit me today Who gave who the right? Who took mine away? What a sight, what a sound What a way to bring people down What a way to bring me down It goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on -- Kicked It in the Sun Backwashed thoughts And you made me talk No, you made me listen There's a feeling From Ada to Irene Theres something, theres nothing You haven't seen Tiny TV's on at 3 So serene No place to be Alone So come on over, yeah Let's sit down a little while Some wine You will find the same things Same things, same things Same things, same things By the time you read this You kicked it in the sun It was all that you could do How could you refuse? You kicked it in the sun It was all you had to do You kicked it in the sun It was all you had to do, how could you refuse? And you kicked it in the sun It was wrong and it was rude And you kicked it in the sun It was wrong and it was rude, how could you refuse? And you kicked it in the sun It's alright now I'm getting over getting mine It's alright now I'm getting over getting mine He seemed so unashamed of how he operated Corresponds to the facts that you want Despite his expectations he turned out mediocre His master plan was so so We're special in other ways Ways our mothers appreciate That net does not make me feel safe All those holes make me nervous He woke up late that morning Went to the window and saw The sun had stopped its shining So, so We're special in other ways Ways our mothers appreciate We're special in other ways Ways our mothers appreciate -- Untrustable/Part 2 (About Someone Else) You can't trust anyone 'Cause you're untrustable How can you trust someone You know can't trust you? You won't help anyone 'Cause you're unusable No one can tie you down No, you're nobody's fool And I'd like to see it but it's something you just feel And I'd like to feel it but it just isn't real And god is whoever you're performing for And god is whoever you perform for You don't like anything 'Cause you're unlikable All because you're not interested In you anymore It's so unthinkable 'Cause you don't think of it How many ideas can fit In your reality? And I'd love to see it but it's something you just feel And I'd like to feel it but it just isn't real And I'd love to see it but it's something you just feel And I'd like to feel it but it just isn't real And god is whoever you're performing for And god is whoever you perform for Pt. 2 (About Someone Else) I know you Feel the things you see, you know they're true What are you gonna do? Why can't you Empathize with Jesus' point of view? What are you gonna do? Can you feel the darkness shining through? What are you gonna do? Why can't you Move yourself like other people do? What are you gonna do? I know you Wouldn't be the way you feel if you could choose What are you gonna do? Can you feel the darkness shining through What are you gonna do? ## Keep It Like a Secret -- The Plan The plan keeps coming up again And the plan means nothing stays the same But the plan won't accomplish anything If it's not implemented Like it's always been And it makes me think of everyone The cause of this is evident But the remedy cannot be found 'Cause it's so well hidden This history lesson Doesn't make any sense In any less than Ten thousand year increments Of common sense Common sense Common sense Common sense Common sense -- Center of the Universe I heard what I said to you And it was so out of sync With the way I wanted to Make myself out to seem I don't like this air But that doesn't mean I'll stop breathing it Who doesn't think they're at The center of the universe, being it? Don't look now Just keep Watching your TV, hating what's to see Waiting for someone to say something that's right I heard what I said to you Thought it was all understood But I wasn't getting through I'd go on if I could I don't like this air But that doesn't mean I'll stop breathing it Who doesn't think they're at The center of the universe, being it? Don't look now Just keep Watching your TV, hating what's to see Waiting for someone to say something that's right -- Carry the Zero I'm not knocking your want to carry that home Took it with you when you moved and got it broke Found the pieces, we counted them all alone Didn't add up, forgot to carry a zero I can't be your apologist very long I'm surprised that you'd want to carry that on Count your blemishes, you can't, they're all gone I can't see your response putting them back on Like they're waiting for your guard to fall So they can see it all and you're so Occupied with what other persons are Occupied with, and vice versa And you've become what you thought was dumb A fraction of the sum Yeah, you've become, yeah, you have become A fraction of the sum, the middle and the front And now it's coming back Hasn't it come too far? I was trying to help, but I guess I pushed too hard Now we can't even touch it Afraid it'll fall apart -- Sidewalk Come on, break it up It's gone on long enough What has it changed for you? What has it changed for you? The tubes tag along The radar's got it wrong What hasn't changed for you What hasn't changed for you Can you wait for the sidewalk? Waiting for you Can you wait for the sidewalk? Can it wait for you? Can you wait for the sidewalk? Can it wait for you? Can you wait for the sidewalk? Can it wait for you? Come on, break it up It's gone on long enough What has it changed for you? What has it changed for you? The tubes tag along The radar's got it wrong What hasn't changed for you What hasn't changed for you Can you wait for the sidewalk? Waiting for you Can you wait for the sidewalk? Can it wait for you? Can you wait for the sidewalk? Can it wait for you? Can you wait for the sidewalk? Can it wait for you? -- Bad Light Never forever, what I think is true Never forever, what I hope to do Never forever, what I got from you Never forever Never forever, what I think is true Never forever, what I hope to do Never forever, what I got from you Never forever And all that sun makes so much shine How this is done, like so much science Can't be explained through common sense Takes a firm background in remembering And it takes some math And there's so much more It's so hard to read in bad light It's so hard to see in bad light It's so hard to see in bad light -- Time Trap It's barely yours on loan What you think you own The place that you call home The ideas in your bones In your bones This would still feel dumb Back where you're from Do you, do you want to change your mind? Do you want to change your mind? 'Cause you could never know that In a time trap, in a time trap Guess that's all fair now because Guess that's all there ever was Grey and sprawling Save your crawling 'Cause you could never know that In a time trap, in a time trap Do you want to save your life? Do you want to save your life? 'Cause you could never know that In a time trap, in a time trap -- Else It's barely yours on loan What you think you own The place that you call home The ideas in your bones In your bones This would still feel dumb Back where you're from Do you, do you want to change your mind? Do you want to change your mind? 'Cause you could never know that In a time trap, in a time trap Guess that's all fair now because Guess that's all there ever was Grey and sprawling Save your crawling 'Cause you could never know that In a time trap, in a time trap Do you want to save your life? Do you want to save your life? 'Cause you could never know that In a time trap, in a time trap -- You Were Right You were wrong when you said Everything's gonna be alright Yeah, you were wrong when you said Everything's gonna be alright You were right when you said all that glitters isn't gold You were right when you said all we are is dust in the wind You were right when you said we're all just bricks in the wall And when you said manic depression's a frustrated mess You were wrong when you said Everything's gonna be alright Yeah, you were wrong when you said Everything's gonna be alright You were right when you said you can't always get what you want You were right when you said it's a hard rain's gonna fall You were right when you said we're still running against the wind Life goes on long after the thrill of living is gone You were right when you said this is the end Do you ever think about it? Do you ever think about it? Do you ever think about it? Do you ever think about it? -- Temporarily Blind Bet you can't tell I'm temporarily blind And how much more can I get sunburned? How much more can I get sunburned? Bet you can't tell I'm temporarily blind Isn't everyone? Isn't everyone? Isn't everyone? Isn't everyone? Isn't everyone? Isn't everyone? Isn't everyone? Isn't everyone? The thought of you waiting for someone Turn your back on this hating, turn your back on this hating Before I forget it took so long Turn your back on this waiting, turn your back on this waiting I need to know where you're coming from Turn your back on their framing, turn your back on their framing Who history doesn't teach, it makes numb Turn your back on their taming, turn your back on their taming Yeah, they might let let you say it But it'd take all day to explain it -- Broken Chairs Broken chairs your body conforms to Out beyond the quieted garden You can bring the man form into trust Through the holes in my everydayness Lends sustenance where starvation's necessary 'Cause my head's a dictionary Of long spring days and the speech of crows Who themselves are mirrors of apprehension in the fallen sun Where starvation's necessary 'Cause my head's a dictionary Of long spring days and the speech of crows Who themselves are mirrors of apprehension in the fallen sun Who themselves are mirrors of apprehension in the fallen sun Well, alright You can make it stay Well, alright Well, alright Well, alright You can make it stay Well, alright Alright Alright Well, alright Alright Alright ## Ancient Melodies of the Future -- Strange This strange plan is random at best This strange, how much more can I take? This strange change in atmosphere And in gravity too, and its severity This strange day is almost over Just started to get sick of it And it's strange but not all that strange That it's strange, but what's so strange about that? Yeah, it's strange, but why is that strange? That it's strange, but oh well This strange plan is random at best This strange, how much more can I take? This strange sound you said I said You're not listening, or I'm not saying it right This strange war of promises Let's call us a truce and call it the truth And it's strange, but not all that strange Yeah, it's strange, but what's so strange about that? Yeah, it's strange, but what isn't strange? Yeah, it's strange, but oh well -- The Host They never feel They don't even seem real They never try So why should I? Something is wrong Something invisible is gone They never mind So why should I? Don't you get hurt? Don't you ever need a cure? Don't you get tired? And why and why? After awhile After neither one arrives They wont decide So why should I? When they hand it over, give it all away Well, how can you explain? When they hand it over, no one gets their way No one gets their blame Don't you get tired Of everyone that you admire? They'll never die So why should I? Something is wrong Something invisible is gone They never mind So why should I? When they hand it over, give it all away Well, how can you explain? When they hand it over, no one gets away No one gets the blame -- In Your Mind The symptoms of our getting older The problems that say we don't mind That most of us never get over The memories mingled with lies Coincidence gave a confession That no one's allowed to forget I don't wanna give the impression That predestination is set The distance will increase the danger Where certainty's never enjoyed Regarded as equal yet stranger Embark, then embrace, then destroy Observing the process will change it And afterwards even if you Subconsciously rearrange it It doesn't seem any less true Remnants of thought disappearing And even transcending concern Disturbing but somehow endearing Conditioned to never unlearn And no one can tell me to listen And no one can tell me what's right 'Cause nobody has my permission And no one can see in your mind In your mind In your mind In your mind When magnifications explore There slowly emerges a pattern The details you normally ignore You notice really what matters There isn't a time or a place Only an ebb and a flowing A permanent repeating space Occurring, connecting, and growing And no one can tell me to listen And no one can tell me what's right 'Cause nobody has my permission And no one can see in your mind In your mind In your mind In your mind -- Alarmed In the hurry of the past I forgot to make it last Simple choices made too fast By a dye I didn't cast I'm alarmed and I can't help from Crashing onto this island we've become Words for fighting, words for fun They've all melted into one On the tip of every tongue Like the new name for the sun I'm alarmed and I can't recover from Crashing onto this island we've become Alright now, don't decide about that now Oh, how can you blame the only one? Ever stay, ever stay, ever stayed around, and you would Never say, never say all the harm's been done And you were all so gone, oh so long, so long Did you make it all wrong, so wrong? Did you wait oh, so long, so long? Did you take it all wrong, so wrong? -- Trimmed and Burning In the hurry of the past I forgot to make it last Simple choices made too fast By a dye I didn't cast I'm alarmed and I can't help from Crashing onto this island we've become Words for fighting, words for fun They've all melted into one On the tip of every tongue Like the new name for the sun I'm alarmed and I can't recover from Crashing onto this island we've become Alright now, don't decide about that now Oh, how can you blame the only one? Ever stay, ever stay, ever stayed around, and you would Never say, never say all the harm's been done And you were all so gone, oh so long, so long Did you make it all wrong, so wrong? Did you wait oh, so long, so long? Did you take it all wrong, so wrong? -- Happiness Haven't had a half a hand It's half of what I am Haven't heard of half the things That happened in the past Haven't given half the time to half the people Half the things I've planned You don't have to be so cruel 'Cause all I do is a little less than what I can Happiness will only Happen when it can Happiness will only Happen when it can Haven't had the half of mind to stay And start to take a stand Haven't held on half as long as I had hoped As I had hoped to plan Happiness, half the shit they said I had In half didn't have a chance You don't have to be so cruel 'Cause all I do is a little less than what I can Happiness will only Happen when it can Happiness will only Happen when it can Happiness will only Happen when it can Happiness will only Happen when it can -- Don't Try Your lie last night You make time alright Well, I might look twice But don't try their kind No, don't try their kind They might seem fine You're like sunshine Inside, all mine And everyone goes on and on And everyone goes on and on Everyone goes on and on Everyone goes on and on Everyone goes on and on Everyone goes on and on Everyone goes on and on Your lie last night You make time alright I might look twice But don't try their kind -- You Are Everybody Everybody Everybody Everybody Everybody know Everybody know Everybody know Everybody know That you That you That you That you are -- Fly Around My Pretty Little Miss I know you're making Accidents and stars for everyone You're amazing Half of them won't know until you're gone And in this ritual You take command and lose control And in this situation Find an ocean, sell your soul Fly around my pretty little miss Why don't you fly around my pretty little miss? Why don't you fly around my pretty little miss? Why don't you fly around my pretty little miss? And when it's over Set aside a moment to forget It's now or never Now's the chance to choose what you'll regret To taking all your time And leaving me with more than I want Because I know this time Absolutely, positively Maybe, maybe Maybe, maybe Maybe, maybe Maybe Fly around my pretty little miss Why don't you fly around my pretty little miss? Why don't you fly around my pretty little miss? Why don't you fly around my pretty little miss? And all the signs of your life You're making all time alright And all the lines of your life You make it fine And when it's later Open up your window just in case You're a radar Built to scan the deeps of outer space And if you recognize Subtle patterns in the sky Don't take it as a sign Unless it eases your mind Why don't you fly around my pretty little miss? Why don't you fly around my pretty little miss? Why don't you fly around my pretty little miss? Why don't you fly around my pretty little miss? -- The Weather Do you want it to be outside in the cool night Where the stars gravitate toward you? Do you want it to be outside in the cool night Where the fog wraps itself around you? Do you want it to be outside in the sunshine Where the clouds take their places for you? And the wind and snow and the rain that blows None of those would matter much without you And as long as it's talking with you Talk of the weather will do Do you want it to be outside in the cool night Where the stars gravitate toward you? Do you want it to be outside in the sunshine Where the song repeats itself inside you? And the wind and snow and the rain that blows None of those would matter much without you Nobody's hoping for better days No one knows what to do You're okay in your secret ways No one bothering you It might save time if I meet you there But I don't care, I'd rather wait for you And no one's home and the weather's fine I'd rather wait for you Where no one's home and the weather's fine I'd rather wait for you ## You in Reverse -- Goin' Against Your Mind" People think when you don't understand What it takes to wanna be a man I don't care much for that I don't know why Just a fight or just a waste of time Hiding things that no one wants to find I don't know much of that I don't care why Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind When I was a kid I saw a light Floating high above the trees one night Thought it was an alien Turned out to be just god If you're not sure who not to believe Who has better reasons to deceive? They're really good at that That's all they do Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind Goin' against your mind, goin' against your mind And we won't share No, we won't share And we won't share No, we won't share -- Traces Daylight can never really hide what's alive I know it's hard sometimes For you to tell where you end And where the world begins You do your best to avoid assimilation Guess that's the best you can do And though the parts of it that matter change All traces disintegrate At night My mind gets on this Train of thought And can't get back off And when you know How few things there are worth knowing I suppose Anyone who tries could forget Responding now To trains that crash before you Never thought Crashing could happen to you And all the parts of it that matter change All traces disintegrate -- Liar I wouldn't be a liar No, I wouldn't be a liar If I told you that I wouldn't be a liar When things are all you think of And plans are all you make And thoughts are all you dream of Your falls are all you take Look out, the world's destroying you Relax, it isn't fair Mother nature's disposition She don't mind, she don't care She don't mind, she don't care I wouldn't be a liar No, I wouldn't be a liar If I told you that I wouldn't be a liar Passing over, passions pour Passing everything I wouldn't be a liar No, I wouldn't be a liar If I told you that It takes up all of your life These decisions you make It takes up all of a day Making them all Well, outside on the patio The piano's weeping too Forget about it all for a little while She don't mind, she don't care She don't mind, she don't care She don't mind, she don't care And I wouldn't be a liar No, I wouldn't be a liar If I told you that I wouldn't be a liar You see, it seems minor to me You see, it seems minor to me You see, it seems minor to me You see, it seems minor -- Saturday You waited for Saturday And waited for my birthday And most of us probably Expect even less than that And I'm glad You're not like us And by us I mean everyone in the world who isn't you All this time I thought was mine Your proximity made When boredom comes, it won't be long Before I sing to you There's nothing you can do There's nothing you can say To make my problems go away Or to make me do the same From the outside My dealings Pour me outside Bottled feeling For a mountain Marbled ceiling Commence the healing -- Wherever You Go Murals make it right, well, how can that explain? Nobody can tell what the hell they're even saying No one sees it's easier to change No one sleeps and no one stays awake No one complains And I'll find wherever you go And I'll help with things you don't know And I'll get you out of the show And I'll find wherever you go It's things you have to give and never come around There's opportunity to tread instead of drown Remarks will make the living settle down They call them markets instead of towns They like how it sounds Most of us are wrong Most of us agree Must have been the wrong Message we received If you gotta choose, I've gotta change And if you've got the truth, I've gotta trade And if you've got a feud, I've got a fade My heart will wear you out Yeah, my heart will wear you down Yeah, my heart will wear you down Yeah, my heart will wear you down -- Conventional Wisdom Sometimes life surprises 'Cause you'd never expect it to be that Dangerous disguises That you never expect to see Some things never change Nothing's gonna change that Some things you cant explain Like why we're all embracing conventional wisdom in a world that's just so unconventional Made you turn around But you never expected to see that That's what makes that sound That you never expect to hear Some things never change Some things wanna change that Some things you cant explain Like why we're all embracing conventional wisdom in a world thats just so unconventional They don't know they're wrong But you know that they never can see that That's what makes them strong That they know that we'll never see -- Gone Hey, where were you today? How did you escape? The way no one gets away 'Cause no one's gone Fate guided me to hate Invited me to take the bait Realized too late That I was gone Say, how can you explain Person to the pain And then sickness to the sane? But it's all gone Most of us get riled up Justify the lies that we believe Not enough to disbelieve them I've been thinking you've been treating Situations seemingly unkind Stockade seems to still be working Change of heart Save yourself So damn long I get ashamed So much sound I kiss the ground -- Mess With Time Come on Whats to decide? Reveal your life Mostly with lies Review What you have done I know it's gone Back to its sun Finally Something to say Back to their lies Not to their face Where to Go for your life Back to your fire But you don't try Well, oh well, your mind Still a mess with time How can you unwind When my hands are tied? -- Just a Habit He's more farce than father He's more of a dog than dogs are It depends, we're just dots and commas I'd still say you got one on us There's no reason for it Don't despise it and don't adore it It's just a habit It's just a habit I formed This one's a super sonic This one's got too much on it This one's a freak This one's for free There's no reason for it Don't despise and don't adore it It's just a habit It's just a habit -- The Wait You wait You wait You wait for summer Then you wait for rain You wait You wait You wait for darkness Then you wait for day Yeah, you wait You wait, you wait And she says patience, darling Patience, patience, it will come You wait You wait You wait for August Then you wait for May You wait You wait You wait to get up Then you wait to play You wait You wait You wait for something That'll make the waiting worth the wait You wait You wait And she says patience, darling Patience, patience, it will come ## There Is No Enemy -- Aisle 13 Know what good you've done Seem like on just a whim No one can be on All sides at once Every day something strange I can't explain happens to me Often I am called by name To clean up aisle 13 No one knows 'cause no one wants to Know what they might find No one sees 'cause no one wants to See what's in their mind Don't be all so afraid Everyone has weird dreams One day I'll come home to find you Covered with ants 'cause you're so sweet No one knows 'cause no one wants to Know what they might find No one sees 'cause no one wants to See what's in their mind -- Hindsight Hindsight's giving me Too much memory There's too much never seen But it's always there 'cause it's everywhere Taking my own advice Worked out for me nice But now I come to find The tricks we play with human brains They don't want to think about the other side Is that grass just greener 'cause it's fake? 'Cause that's all that we've been told since we were five years old Is that all we'll ever know? Hindsight brings me down It keeps me on the ground And though I'm never proud I wouldn't dare if you weren't there The thing with getting up Feelings like giving up Feels like not enough You eat a crumb and waste a loaf They don't want to talk about the other side Where the grass was greener than they said 'Cause this doesn't bring to mind what I'd expect to find They must be colorblind What about Canada? What about Canada? This paradise Of pines and ice Morning comes in freight ships while you're sleeping Bad into ideas was no surprise We'll wait 'till the wild has rights, then never lock doors at night And kiss all those wars goodbye -- Nowhere Lullaby Well, the stakes of the game seemed fine 'Till you lost after this time Has to make you cry But you don't and you don't know why Trying not to solve this Doesn't mean it's not that bad And everyone gets through the night And everyone wakes up alright And the fear you feel will pass Then a calmness that will last We will learn to drift off fast Another nowhere lullaby You can rest or you can try And this waste, it shines in every way Yeah, this waste, it shines in every way You make me laugh every single day And you hardly make me cry Made fifteen years fly by Still here and I don't know why Has it been that long? Where's the time and the table gone? Hope it's longer than that now Don't forget we don't know how And everyone gets feeling down Everybody understands We're all doing what we can Another nowhere lullaby You can rest or you can try And this waste, it shines in every way Yeah, this waste, it shines in every way -- Good Ol' Boredom Break out the water Kinda celebrate Welcome back good old boredom Not so bad seems great It's nice that it's not that exciting After all we've been through When nothing hurts and no one's dying Most my dreams have come true And all we see are wrongs to right They're everywhere, everywhere The truth is rolling out of sight And out of mind, out of mind And all we want is anything That'll take our minds Off this nonstop anxiety For a time Inside my mind incessant chatter When will these brain cells cut me some slack? Maybe I'm not smart enough to think of things to think about that matter Or afraid that once you think some things, there's no going back -- Life's a Dream Miles 'till dawn But it feels so dark 'till then Drowns you out But you can't be too certain Common wants Only fill me up with need Everybody In this world is just like me So I row on Sounds like fear Thinking there might be a cure Waste your life But you don't know what it's worth Comb your mind For all the treasures of this earth Too close to find Anything outside yourself So I row on Life ain't nothing But a dream Realistic As it seems Destiny's vulgar So I might as well resist Out of the darkness And all the secrets still exist Finally decided And by decide, I mean accept I don't need all those Other chances I won't get So I row on Life ain't nothing But a dream Realistic As it seems -- Oh Yeah Oh yeah, oh yeah Oh yeah, oh yeah Oh yeah And if god does exist I am sure he will forgive Me for doubting for he'd see How unlikely he himself seems Oh yeah, oh yeah Oh yeah, oh yeah Oh yeah -- Pat Pat, we need your brains back Pat, we need your fire and your imagination Pat, we know you fucked up But we don't care you fucked up, everybody's fucked up Thought I heard your voice the other night And sure enough, it came from you Thought I'd be surprised that you weren't dead But all I was was glad Just sitting by your bed And talking to your head And hearing what you said As if you'd never left Can't you see yourself yet, can't you see through our eyes? Can't you see the truth? Nothing's worse than ever, falling in a dream's where We can see each other Saw you the other night Have to say something wasn't right Of course, but I didn't mind 'Cause seeing you being all alive Just walking in the room made me so relieved Like everything was fine and you had never died Or second-guessed your mind or gave up on our trust Thought you'd gone too far for us to take you back But distances like that, Pat, don't exist in fact -- Done Loneliness is getting hard to perceive Seems it never comes or it never leaves Every day we step into some deceit This should bring the ill-defined to their feet It's forgiven, it's all for you All your problems will come true Said it once, I'll say it once again This won't make you happy All I want is you to make up your mind To come on down and linger here for a while All I know is what I wanted to say Disappeared and has yet to be replaced It's forgiven, it's for you All your problems will come true It's already done, it's already done It's already done -- Planting Seeds I'd hand it to time If I knew where the time had gone The connoisseurs were wrong And so was everyone else I know what they're saying 'Cause that's all they talk about Just need to figure out Some shit for myself And just because it's obvious Doesn't mean it's even true Heard it all and I believe that we deserve another Point of view We can make it if we try And if we don't, it's gonna still be alright 'Cause our minds are still alive And we can decide what's right Make up your mind Make up your own mythology Afraid of finding me And of defining you Take what you want But you won't it where you're at I know this for a fact Just because it's so true The first place my mind goes Is where I never want it to Like where it hurts the most or all The stupid shit I say and do We can make it if we try And if we don't, it's gonna still be alright 'Cause our minds are still alive And we can decide what's right Telling me thousands of times what's next to want Just doing their job but you know that's a dirty job Can't stand this game, still we're bullied to play along When bullies grow up, they get meaner, yeah, they really get it down They think that they get it But they always get it wrong They'll play your favorite song Just to sell shit to you I've heard that they'll sell anything And I think they might I think Bill Hicks was right About what they should do And just because you love something doesn't mean it's yours to buy Been selling it so long that no one even knows the reason why You've been messing with our minds Getting rich wasting our time -- Things Fall Apart Came into the darkness from out of the blue I don't know much but I know what to do Froze in my mind, I believed it so long Alright, I'll admit I was wrong Stay out of my nightmares, stay out of my dreams You're not even welcome in my memories When things are alright and I want what I've got It's only momentarily thought Fade out, fade out Fade out, fade out Fade out, fade out Fade out, fade out If no one thinks of no one Then no one believes in no one And no one fucks with no one When no one's afraid of no one We've all seen enough, now it's time to decide The meekness of love or the power of pride It doesn't matter if you're good or smart Goddamn it, things fall apart Let's go for a walk, yeah, let's go for a drive Don't know how to say thanks for being alive Let's go for a lifetime, let's go for a fling Don't know how to say anything -- Tomorrow Waiting for our answers This cancer's common as sand What happens here stays here 'Cause no one anywhere else gives a damn All said and done, who's gonna bother remembering? All dead and gone Like anyone assuming They know what makes us tick I was just as wrong as I could be Only knowing that explained a lot The more you have to live for The more you love your life The harder it will be for you to die And we all want living and dying easy Feels like eternity but it's just one lifetime How can a love that unforbidden be so strong? There's something wrong with me I try to forget I try to forget But my memory won't fail me now It's wonderful and scary Knowing what's alive A tree, a rock, a turtle or a thought That's what makes me want to never die At least we have tomorrow If we have tomorrow Tomorrow's just a day beyond today If tomorrow comes tomorrow Feels like eternity but it's just one lifetime How can a love that unforbidden be so strong? There's something wrong with me I try to forget I try to forgetDouglas Brick / dbrick@kom.net Sun Aug 1 03:01:39 PDT 2010